Thursday, March 31, 2011

Changing my lifestyle..... Again

So I'm use to changing small things in my life for my health, like cutting out tons of any milk products, but this newest changes, well changes, is hard cause its literally things I've done all my life.
I found out the I have a mild case of degenerative disc disease. Now I have to do simple exercises every day, which takes about a half hour. Not to bad. I also can not bend over to pick anything up, and hardest is learning not to slouch. And yes that is hard. I've always slouched when eating or just relaxing or sitting in class. I bet you do the same thing.
These things may seem small separately, but when you add them on to everything else it really makes you want to cry. Or at least they make me want to cry.
On top of all this I'm missing out on my senior year. I'm actually never going back to class in my school. Instead I'm taking teleclasses because we just can't take the chance of me misses school and not graduating. Which just makes the other thing I found out at the hospital more pronounced. I have depression. And it shows a lot... And at the most random moments.
I'm not really here to complain I just wanted to update this. Today is my love's birthday and we had just gotten home from the movie Red Riding Hood. It was amazing.
Yesterday I made a beautiful cake for my love.
I feel bad for him. I feel like he got the short end and got the broken girlfriend. But he loves me and we're happy. But he's been changing his life too to try and make it easier for me.
Well that's about it for now. Be safe everyone. Bye.  

1 comment:

  1. What do you mean I received the short end? I don't feel that way. You are not broken in any way at all. I do love you and want you to see that you are not broken. kay? Love ya.

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