So I'm use to changing small things in my life for my health, like cutting out tons of any milk products, but this newest changes, well changes, is hard cause its literally things I've done all my life.
I found out the I have a mild case of degenerative disc disease. Now I have to do simple exercises every day, which takes about a half hour. Not to bad. I also can not bend over to pick anything up, and hardest is learning not to slouch. And yes that is hard. I've always slouched when eating or just relaxing or sitting in class. I bet you do the same thing.
These things may seem small separately, but when you add them on to everything else it really makes you want to cry. Or at least they make me want to cry.
On top of all this I'm missing out on my senior year. I'm actually never going back to class in my school. Instead I'm taking teleclasses because we just can't take the chance of me misses school and not graduating. Which just makes the other thing I found out at the hospital more pronounced. I have depression. And it shows a lot... And at the most random moments.
I'm not really here to complain I just wanted to update this. Today is my love's birthday and we had just gotten home from the movie Red Riding Hood. It was amazing.
Yesterday I made a beautiful cake for my love.
I feel bad for him. I feel like he got the short end and got the broken girlfriend. But he loves me and we're happy. But he's been changing his life too to try and make it easier for me.
Well that's about it for now. Be safe everyone. Bye.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
Just Another Day
So to give you guys a back story, I have been in and out of doctor's offices and hospitals for about eleven years and no one has figured out what is wrong with me. I am now 18, so a good portion of my life has been spent ill. Now I'm not always sick, though it seems like it now a days.
Right now I'm sitting in a hospital bed waiting on test results. They are now testing me to see if there is anything wrong with my brain or nervous system. The newest theory in a long line of theories is that I might have MS.
This morning they took me in for an MRI and about 30 minutes into it my chest started to hurt, not to badly but enough to make me tell them. They got me out and once I was sitting I started to shake and breathing strangely. They rushed me back to my room and hooked me up to heart monitors. Sounds fun right?
Anyways after all my vitals were cleared I kinda passed out and now we are up to date. I am mainly writing this because I think it'll be a good way to vent and also maybe it'll help... somehow....
Anyways I'm gone. I'll write more later sometime.
Right now I'm sitting in a hospital bed waiting on test results. They are now testing me to see if there is anything wrong with my brain or nervous system. The newest theory in a long line of theories is that I might have MS.
This morning they took me in for an MRI and about 30 minutes into it my chest started to hurt, not to badly but enough to make me tell them. They got me out and once I was sitting I started to shake and breathing strangely. They rushed me back to my room and hooked me up to heart monitors. Sounds fun right?
Anyways after all my vitals were cleared I kinda passed out and now we are up to date. I am mainly writing this because I think it'll be a good way to vent and also maybe it'll help... somehow....
Anyways I'm gone. I'll write more later sometime.
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